Shhh… I am, but I need to bring peace to the world.

A lovely place called Earth.

I have digital one and it almost runs three years already. Obsidian + syncthing works good enough for me.

I journal intermittently for mental health reasons. I put down my feelings to get rid of them. I works wonders.

“When the spirit of war will rise above me” by Wojnar

Is it worth it?

No. It will never be worth it. This is not the trade you think you are making.

Idk, I have constructed this “superior” all different character of mine

I assume that here lies your problem. That you somehow want this feeling of superiority, and you pick whatever could make you feel that way.

There are two ways you could do this:

• Detach from feelings of alienation in your friend group.
  OR
• Detach from the feelings of superiority.

There are ways to find mainstream stuff, but they need effort. RSS feeds, good news letters, subscriptions to actual newspapers, throwaway accounts for Social Media with strict time limits and adblockers.

This^ but narrated: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-QmaC5E17_E

It’s more interesting question than you might think.

Am I an LLM? I am not. Am I my thought noise from where LLM translates thoughts into language? I am not.

I am the one that experiences. I am one that contains and observes both of those systems.

My thoughts are like background noise that when I tune in my internal LLM it gets turned into coherent language(English and Polish). I have recently learned to switch off that LLM for a moment, and as a side effect I begun to have problems with verbal communication.

Edit: I also have a model that turns noise into 3d models and scenes

For “not pron” style: rusty lake series

Sokoban style: baba is you

To get rid of an emotion I feel it as much as I can, instead of escaping from it.

Similarly to get better reasults I don’t focus on the result but on the process itself.

Would you accept a cigarette from Scp-4999?

I think you could enjoy looking into toki pona.

Pro tip: Zjedz Ziemniaka

You could ask in [email protected]

From an interview on HealthyGamerGG with Thor. I think he actually has inability to admit to any wrongdoing. He always needs to be right and will double down. He displays very narcissistic behaviour that keeps fueling the fire of hate.

Jam or give away to your neighbours.

If I had to choose between leather belt flavoured licorice and vomit flavoured Hershey’s. Licorice wins everytime.

I would go for even longer one.

Lemmy devs - they are a curse and a blessing. A blessing that they worked on lemmy before reddit exodus. A curse as it’s hard to contribute to the codebase and related components.

At least we have mbin and piefed to federate with.

Also in the 2 years since, the culture has shifted. There is less: “This is a new place. let’s make it enjoyable for everyone” and more “I am right, everyone is wrong, and I will ruin your day”, but that could be just my perception and not enough blocking.