I hope it works out, I hope you keep going as best a you can. I’ve been stuck in a health crisis for years and everytime I think I’m almost out I remember that recovery is for the rest of my life. I don’t know why our society discards people who desperately WANT to be of use and I saw it a lot in retail too, there’s a lot of people I kept around in the backroom working just because I can’t imagine looking at someone in a part time minimum wage dead end job and saying ‘‘This isn’t working out, please leave’’ that’s already the bottom. I’m not telling people to start living in their car.